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There are some people you can trust.
There are some people you cannot trust.
Trust those who trust you.
Never use your trust as a weapon.
Don’t lose your trust as it cannot be replaced.
Trust is not given, but earned.
Trust is sacred.
Be aware of ‘false trust’.

I’ve been asking myself “why?” alot lately.
“Why did I just do that?”
“Why am I feeling this way?”
“Why did I just fail, again??”

Sometimes, I find myself unable to answer those questions. However, in some rare occasion, it does force me to look at myself, and see what really matters…

Not much else to say…
KW

I’ve been experiencing just a general lack of caring. I’m kinda sick of the drama that unfolds at school. People make things important that really shouldn’t be. There are much more important things that “What she said to him” or “What he called her.” Even grades – as long as you’re passing – don’t really matter. Who really cares about your rank in your class? Who cares about what you got in your second semester English class?

I’ve come to realize that what really matters is people. People matter. Everyone needs help, guidance, and friendship. It’s the human qualities that seem to interest me the most.

But what do I know?

kw

I’m sure people have asked this question before…
But there’s so much mystery in finding who you really are, what you are doing, and what you want to do.
It’s a rough thing to do: pulling yourself into pieces, mutilating your mind, challenging your character.
It’s seems to be a different journey for every individual… each having to cross their own bridges and deal with all of the garbage in between.

I’m not feeling well right now…
KW

I think IU’s heavyweight and I have some things in common: body build, skin, and style…

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For some reason, I find myself very excited to return to school.
It’s not that I haven’t enjoyed my break or anything… but … idk.

Also good news: I only have to make 173 for this weekend’s tournament instead of 171. Right now I am 175ish and I can lost the weight easily!

Good night and good luck,
Kevin

I’m kinda sick and tired of this break… let’s get it over and done with…
I can’t stand my parents or my sisters right now…
I can’t even stand myself…

Let’s end it.

Today was kinda a rude awakening for me as I realized that break is almost over. I get a call from a client as I’m getting in my car to go to wrestling practice this morning, he wants to schedule an appointment before I return to school on Tuesday, but it can’t be Monday and everyone assumes Sunday as a day of rest. Being Friday that does not leave a lot of time to work with. Keep in mind that I have wrestling and two house calls (on in La Porte the other in Munster) to make. Yeah… good times… My mom also has this feeling that the family is drifting apart… I’d say that we are busy doing our own things, and that actually in the end, we spend a lot of time together as a family. In fact, we’ve been nothing but family, family, family the entire break. We go to Mass as a family, we go to family parties, we have sit down dinners, we opened gifts together as a family, I didn’t go anywhere for New Years because we had New Year’s as a family. Anywho to get more ‘family’ in, she planned that everyone go to KV to watch the boys’ basketball game… well let’s say she isn’t too happy with me for scheduling some work to get some extra $ at that same time. As I asked for detailed plans, they were failed to be produced, so I have had plans. Tomorrow in fact, I have only but three hours to finish a computer network job at a client’s business due to the fact that we will be having dinner at 4pm at Portilos(sp?). ~ should be interesting making the time crunch. Hope everyone is having a good start to ’09! Merry Christmas (until the Epiphany!) Kevin