03.30
a collection of my thoughts… and stuff
So here we are. I haven’t posted in a while because a lot is going on in my life.
I scare myself periodically due to my reckless indifference towards human life. I wouldn’t go that far, I’ll admit, but something is making me do things that I’ve never done before.
I have been keeping a private journal to help me deal with some stuff. I found that telling people my personal stuff is unreliable and naturally not confidential. I have been seemingly lost in a haze of thoughts that I can’t sort out. By documenting my day every night helps me focus on what I need to focus on. I write down thoughts that I need to keep in mind in the future as well as things that have been bothering me for a while that I just needed to deal with in some manner. I have a tendency to have re-occurring memories that are painful to think about. Not that they are particularly bad or anything, but I’d rather forget about them. People tell me that it is normal and to move on… I really don’t or haven’t figured out a fool-proof way of ’moving on.’
I guess one of my fatal flaws is that I want everyone to like me. When I tick someone off, I feel like crap. I honestly want everyone to like me. I know that it is impossible, but it’s something that I actively pursue everyday. Does that make me insane? Probably.
So we’ll see what happens next, I just pray that God will take care of me and that all will be right in the end.
kw
Unique visitors to post: 13To those who think it’s funny to make fake profiles on Facebook and other websites: Stop!
What are you trying to accomplish?
If you are that insecure about yourself that you cannot operate under your own name, stay off a social site. This poses danger to those who legitimately use this system for communication.
I have a question: Why do you do it?? Is it for entertainment? Is it that you are socially inept? Why??
For Mallory Smarts, Malcom Clever, Westley Sharps, and likes out there, delete your profile and get off. You do not know how to use a computer properly and securely like the rest of society want you to.
You are deliberately manipulating the system and putting many people at risk by damaging the credibility and quality of information on such sites.
If you are doing this to be funny, you are not. This is a sick joke and trend that needs to have died yesterday.
Even though I consider myself a computer savvy user and don’t mind the instant email or text message, people need to learn old-fashioned person-to-person etiquette. It hasn’t really bothered me until now. That is, the impersonality and loss of genuine interaction that social media sites have brought upon us.
Such actions should be offensive to everyone who ‘befriends’ them… you have been betrayed.
For those that are promoting this behavior please take action and block these false profiles.
For those that are creating them, please re-evaluate your decision.
Thanks,
Kevin
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